The lost #philosopher

There so much I want to say.
There’s so much on my mind.
A myriad of thoughts pick at my brains,
someday my freewill will tear me apart.

There’s so much I want to do
There’s so much I’m capable of.
But a battle ensues between my dreams and reality,
it’s a war that has no end.

There’s so much I can love.
There’s so much I begrudge.
My heart is like the fickle deer,
that skips in all directions but one.

There’s so much I would like to know.
There’s such little time to learn.
They say the cat has nine lives,
while I will disappear in just one.

There’s so much I can tell you.
There’s so much you won’t understand.
They say we will become one with the universe one day,
maybe then you'll comprehend all that I am.